Yeah, I had my rant. I even choose to draw only for myself and not for the admiration of others. (I faced the facts that no one is going appreciate me for anything.) I put out maybe two decent drawings. I still feel the rest is just utter crap. I want to use color so bad. I feel things would look so much better with color. I can’t use a mouse worth shit. I would use any other method but after seeing would prismacolor can do I don’t want to use any other method but that or the computer. I already mentioned that I don’t have these necessities. It also looks like I won’t be getting those anytime soon. The wife feels that these things I need are not important. She is sick of me telling her that my art would be better with these things. She feels that I need to stick with a #2 pencil and a eraser. I'm cursed I tell you. Cursed to be some crappy artist.